tinawag n’ya ‘ko sa pangalan ko!–First time!
“Hi, Anonymous4141!” Alalang-alala ko pa ang mga katagang sinabi n’ya sa akin nung panahong ‘yon… (hoo… naks ang lalim nun…)
well… medyo malugkot parin ako kasi ‘di ko s’ya nakausap nung computer time na at hanggang uwian… Kasi naman kausap n’ya si enne e! ‘yan tuloy! Pero impernes… magkikita pa naman kami sa school mamaya… ^^
I can’t wait to see him!
Regina Spektor
The Call lyrics
It started out as a feeling
Which then grew into a hope
Which then turned into a quiet thought
Which then turned into a quiet word
And then that word grew louder and louder
Til it was a battle cry
I’ll come back
When you call me
No need to say goodbye
Just because everything’s changing
Doesn’t mean it’s never
Been this way before
All you can do is try to know
Who your friends are
As you head off to the war
Pick a star on the dark horizon
And follow the light
You’ll come back
When it’s over
No need to say good bye
You’ll come back
When it’s over
No need to say good bye..
Now we’re back to the beginning
It’s just a feeling and no one knows yet
But just because they can’t feel it too
Doesn’t mean that you have to forget
Let your memories grow stronger and stronger
Til they’re before your eyes
You’ll come back
When they call you
No need to say good bye
You’ll come back
When they call you
No need to say good bye..
Galing sa Narnia 2… Kasi ‘yung ate ko naadik na dito e… e mefyo nakarelate din ako sa naka-underline… Pero kung titignan n’yo lang ‘yung lyrics, tapos isipin n’yo si Susan at Caspian, malulungkot kayo… At dahil naalala ko, nalungkot din ako… Pero, By the way, ‘di ‘yan ang topic natin… kaya babus… (sinadya kong babus ‘yan…)
Crazy For You
Swaying room as the music starts
Strangers making the most of the dark
Two by two their bodies become one
I see you through the smoky air
Can’t you feel the weight of my stare
You’re so close but still a world away
What I’m dying to say, is that
[Chorus:]
I’m crazy for you
Touch me once and you’ll know it’s true
I never wanted anyone like this
It’s all brand new, you’ll feel it in my kiss
I’m crazy for you, crazy for you
Trying hard to control my heart
I walk over to where you are
Eye to eye we need no words at all
Slowly now we begin to move
Every breath I’m deeper into you
Soon we two are standing still in time
If you read my mind, you’ll see
[chorus]
It’s all brand new, I’m crazy for you
And you know it’s true
I’m crazy, crazy for you
Unforgettable moment
Hay… kahapon, something happened between TB and me… I’m so happy…
Holding hands, magkasabay na tumatawa, tinukso kaming dalawa, hay… Nangyari ang lahat ng ‘yun in almost 1 hour… So, Magkukuwento na ‘ko…
“hum, hum…”
PE time!
Yes! Makakasama ko uli si TB!
Magkakausap uli kami!
<*Sa pila*>
Itong Quartzs na ‘to talaga nakakainis!
Pumapagitna talaga sa’min!
Pero, dala ng pagkakataon, (este sinadyang pagkakataon) nagkausap din kami… Ayun nga lang, habang papunta kami sa covered court, tinawag s’ya ng iba pang mga kaklase ko at meron daw silang something na gagawin sa MESSCO… Ayun, ang lonely lonely ko nun… Kayalang, nung pumipila na kami, bumalik sila… At buti nalang matangkad ako… S’ya yung katabi ko! Haha!
Nag-uusap nga lang sila nung isa kong kaklase… Kaya gaya ng dati, mag-pause lang sila ng konti, eepal na ‘ko para ako naman yung kausapin n’ya… Tapos, ‘di na matatapos yung usapang yun hanggang may gagawin na kaming activity…
Kaya, gaya nga ng sabi ko, ‘di na matatapos yung usapang yun…, di na nga s’ya natapos… so habang gumagawa kami ng activity, nag-uusap kami… matagal na matagal kaming nag-usap… tumitigil lang ‘pag gagawa na kami nung measurements stuff…
tapos, sinukat ‘yung arm span namin… umabot ng 174 yung kanya kaya sabi namin, “ang haba naman ng kamay mo…” kaya i grabbed the chance… “ang laki naman ng kamay mo… ‘yung akin maliit e…” tapos naghawakan kami ng kamay! -^.^-
tapos, umupo kami sa bleachers at nanghiram ako ng notebook ng kaklase ko dahil may quiz kami pagkatapos ng period na yun… sabi nya “tignan nga natin kung may natutunan ka na…”
sabi ko naman, “wala pa! ‘di naman malakas ‘yung memory ko e!” (kinuha n’ya yung notebook) at napunta na sa iba’t-ibang topic ‘yun… tapos kinuha ko yung notebook ng kakase kosa kamay n’ya kaya nagkahawakan kami ng kamay (uli) … at tinukso kaming dalawa… “Ayieeee” sabi ni meow meow… para s’yang isang sirang tape recorder na paulit-ulit ang pag-replay ng nirecord sa kanya… “ayiee, ayiee” syemprds, ‘di namin s’ya pinapansin… tapos maya-maya nakita ko nalang, umalis silang lahat… alam ko na agad ang ginagawa nila nun… pero ayaw kong umalis… for ilang seconds, nakipag-daldalan pa ‘ko kay TB pero naisip kong lalo kaming tutuksuin dahil dun at malalaman ng lahat na crush ko s’ya at lalayuan n’ya ‘ko kayasinabi ko, “parang alam ko na ‘kung bakit umalis sina meow meow” pumunta ‘ko sa kanila… tingin naman s’ya… sabi ni A2O, “weh” pumunta sila sa baba para pumunta uli ako kay TB pero umalis s’ya… napa-buntong-hininga ako pero nalungkot din… pinanood ko yung mga bagong dating sa covered court… nanood din si TB pero ‘di ko lang alam kung nag-usap kami… ‘di ata e… tapos tumakbo s’ya papunta kay Quartzs at nakipag-usap… nalungkot ako… Ayun naman, ang pasaway na sparkle ay umeksena (ayan sparkle, sikat ka na talaga sa blog ko…) at kumanta ng isang kantang ‘di ko alam gamit ang kanyang nakakabinging boses… imaginin n’yo nalang kung ano yung nakakabinging boses… haha! So, to make the long story short, nakapag-usap nalang uli kami sa pila at natapos ‘din ‘yun pag-pasok sa classroom dahil magkahiwalay kami ng seat… (nakatingin si Quartzs sa’kin) The ENd…
Sabi din ni xG, ang in-love daw ako sa kanya… ito o… in case na natabunan na s’ya ng ibang tanong,o ibang month na, ang sabi d’yan ay ito:
greetings, ano po ba ang pinag-iba ng love sa crush?
gagawin kong simple para sa iyo. kapag kras, may partikular na ugali ka lang na gusto sa kanya. halimbawa, kras mo siya kasi ang lalim ng dimpols niya o di kaya naman pang colgate na close up ang ngiti niya. mga ganun lang. kapag love naman ang mangyayari e tanggap mo yung buong katauhan niya. tanggap mo kung sino siya at tanggap mo rin kung ano ang mga ugali na wala sa kanya.
At dahil sinabi ko ‘yun dito, ibig sabihin, tama ang sabi n’ya sa love… tangap ko ang katauhan ni TB, alam ko man o hindi…
My All – Mariah Carey
I am thinking of you
In my sleepless solitude tonight
If it’s wrong to love you
Then my heart just won’t let me right
Cause I’ve drowned in you
And I won’t pull through
Without you by my side
I’d give my all to have
Just one more night with you
I’d risk my life to feel
Your body next to mine
Cause I can’t go on
Living in the memory of our song
I’d give my all for your love tonight
Baby can you feel me
Imagining I’m looking in your eyes
I can see you clearly
Vividly emblazoned in my mind
And yet you’re so far
Like a distant star
I’m wishing on tonight
I’d give my all to have
Just one more night with you
I’d risk my life to feel
Your body next to mine
Cause I can’t go on
Living in the memory of our song
I’d give my all for your love tonight
I’d give my all to have
Just one more night with you
I’d risk my life to feel
Your body next to mine
Cause I can’t go on
Living in the memory of our song
I’d give my all for your love tonight
Give my all for your love
Tonight
panaginip
Nagiging ako sa isang ‘di inaasahang panaginip… Na nag-tulak sa’kin para mag-aral ng mabuti… Ok, here goes…
There was this new teacher daw and I was helping her to do something… It was so dark… Like uhm… 7:00-8:00… And suddenly, someone came… The teacher said “I want to learn dark magic” to the person that just came… I said “NO!!! You might…!”
<*next day*>
I was at school… I was so quiet… Wondering why no one notices me the teacher last night…
We started the discussion… When I heard someone say, “Where’s Anonymous4141? (of course my real name)
I was like “Why didn’t that someone notice me?”
So I went to that person’s seat… While walking, I should see myself clearly reflected on a glass window… But, I saw myself like made up of thin air! While my other classmates are clearly reflected!
I was so scared… I noticed my classmates talking carelessly like there’s no teacher in front. Then I remembered what happened the night before…
The person that came pointed her fingers on me and the teacher and, without noticing, WE DIED…
I was shaking out of fear… But I managed to go back to my seat…
Then I noticed that Sparkle sees me… She doesn’t even know I’m a ghost! And Quartzs and TB also notices me. I forgot about being a ghost…
I went back home, seated on a sofa comfortably… Wondering why I’m not tired and realizing that no one’s home… I looked at the door and saw it CLOSED… LOCKED… I said to myself “I really am a ghost!”
People came, crying… Opened the door and said, ” I can’t believe Anonymous4141’s dead… She’s still alive and cheerful yesterday!” My family… crying and I can’t let them know I’m here… Just here… watching them… Then someone seated on the sofa where I sit… so I moved… It was my older sister… I saw her… Then she looked at me and said, “Anonymous4141?”
They looked at me and everything seemed like back to normal again… But they weren’t… Seeing me as a ghost made a difference… I have no wounds or whatever on my body but they really treat me as a friendly ghost…
“Study hard okay!”
“As long as no one noticed you’re a ghost, It’s okay.”
I really studied hard… The first time ever…
<*next day*>
I went to the school… I was so early that no one’s there… So I decided to explore the school… The places I have never seen before… I saw myself at a grassy somewhere… And I thought it was so nice there… like a paradise… Then I saw at my back, a man tied on the foot… lying… I pitied him… “Sir, Are you okay?”
“I see… you’re a ghost too…”
“Ah yes…”
“You still have an unfinished business like me so go back and do it.”
“its still early to go back to school…”
“My master’s coming… If he sees you…”
I heard footsteps so I ran… behind the something, I hid…
The man acted like sleeping…
Then a large man came and shouted, “Do your work or I’ll torture you more!!!”
I went back to school ‘coz I thought what I heard is enough… I don’t want to go eavesdropping…
(I can’t remember much since I am really scared so it ends here now)
PS please wish that it won’t happen in real life since I noticed now that I don’t want to die…
bukol, bukol…
Hay… ang hirap magkaroon ng bukol…
lalo na kung laging s’yang sumasakit…
buti sana kung ilang oras wala na…
pero ilang araw pa bago mawala…
nakakaasar talaga…
pero somehow, sana mag-care din sa’kin si joseph…
kung mag-care si quatzs, lalo lang akong maaawa sa kanya…
kaya sana manahimik nalang s’ya…
walang saysay ang post na ‘to…
i’m just typing the things that comes to my mind…
nag-babasa ng DN Angel vol.12…
dot-dot-dot…
bow.
Fallin’
ooh… yeah..
our litle conversation
are turning into little sweet sensation
and they’re only getting sweeter everytime
our friendly get togethers
are turning into visions of forever
if i just believe this foolish heart of mine
i can’t pretend
that i’m just a friend
’cause i’m thinking maybe we were meant to be
chorus:
i think i’m fallin’, fallin’ in love with you
and i don’t, i don’t know what to do
i’m afraid you’d turn away
but i’ll say it anyway
coda:
i think i’m fallin… for you
i’m fallin’ for you…
whenever we’re together
wishing that goodbyes would turn to never
’cause with you is where i’ll always wanna be
whenever i’m beside you
all i really wanna do is hold you
no one else but you has meant this much to me
i cant pretend
that i’m just a friend
’cause i’m thinking maybe we were meant to be
repeat chorus 2x
coda 2:
i think i’m fallin’… for you
i’m fallin’ for you
i’m fallin’, i’m fallin’ for you
i’m fallin’, i’m fallin for you
and i don’t know what to do, yeah
fallin’, i’m fallin’ for you
where is the love?
What’s wrong with the world mama?
People living like aint got no mamas
I think the whole worlds addicted to the drama
Only attracted to the things that bring you trauma
Overseas yeah we tryin to stop terrorism
But we still got terrorists here livin
In the USA the big CIA the Bloodz and the Crips and the KKK
But if you only have love for your own race
Then you only leave space to discriminate
And to discriminate only generates hate
And if you hatin you’re bound to get irate
Yeah madness is what you demonstrate
And that’s exactly how anger works and operates
You gotta have love just to set it straight
Take control of your mind and meditate
Let your soul gravitate to the love y’all
People killing people dying
Children hurtin you hear them crying
Can you practice what you preach
Would you turn the other cheek?
Father Father Father help us
Send some guidance from above
Cause people got me got me questioning
Where is the love?
Where is the love?
Where is the love?
Where is the love, the love the love?
It just ain’t the same all ways have changed
New days are strange is the world the insane?
If love and peace so strong
Why are there pieces of love that don’t belong
Nations dropping bombs
Chemical gases filling lungs of little ones
With ongoing suffering
As the youth die young
So ask yourself is the loving really strong?
So I can ask myself really what is going wrong
With this world that we living in
People keep on giving in
Makin wrong decisions
Only visions of them livin and
Not respecting each other
Deny thy brother
The wars’ going on but the reasons’ undercover
The truth is kept secret
Swept under the rug
If you never know truth
Then you never know love
Where’s the love y’all?(I don’t know)
Where’s the truth y’all?(I don’t know)
Where’s the love y’all?
People killing people dying
Children hurtin you hear them crying
Can practice what you preach
Would you turn the other cheek?
Father father father help us
Send some guidance from above
Cause people got me got me questioning
Where is the love?
Where is the love?
Where is the love?
Where is the love, the love, the love
I feel the weight of the world on my shoulder
As I’m getting older y’all people get colder
Most of us only care about money makin
Selfishness got us followin the wrong direction
Wrong information always shown by the media
Negative images is the main criteria
Infecting their young minds faster than bacteria
Kids wanna act like what the see in the cinema
Whatever happened to the values of humanity
Whatever happened to the fairness and equality
Instead of spreading love, we’re spreading anomosity
Lack of understanding, leading us away from unity
That’s the reason why sometimes I’m feeling under
That’s the reason why sometimes I’m feeling down
It’s no wonder why sometimes I’m feeling under
I gotta keep my faith alive, until love is found
People killing people dying
Children hurtin you hear them crying
Can you practice what you preach
Would you turn the other cheek?
Father Father Father help us
Send some guidance from above
Cause people got me got me questioning
Where is the love?
Hayayayzzz…
Nakakaasar! Ano ba naman ‘yan! Pahirap talaga ang mga teacher kahit kelan! Aba naman! Ang hahaba agad ng mga assignment na pinapagawa! (well… ganon talaga sa cream… walang magagawa! ang taas taas ng expectations sa’min pero di ko alam kung kaya kong at least manlang ay maka-punta sa top 10…) Eto ako, natataranta over an assignment… At habang nag-tytype, nag-iisip ng mga ilalagay sa assignment… Buti nalang, minsan, multi-purpose ang utak ko… For example, kumakanta ako habang nag-susulat pero madalas, after few minutes, mag-coconcentrate nalang ako sa pag-susulat tulad ngayon, nawala na sa isip ko ‘yung mga itytype ko sa word pero nandito parin ‘yung sa blog… Hayzzz… Wala parin akog ginagawa sa journal namin… bukas ako ng bukas pero wala namang nangyayari… nakatambak lang sa isip ko ‘yung ideas… Baka mabulok na… Ayan sparkle may mababasa ka nanaman… Salamat sa patuloy na pagbabasa ng aking napaka-walang-kwentang blog… Bow…
