my life as I am

Swaying room as the music starts
Strangers making the most of the dark
Two by two their bodies become one

I see you through the smoky air
Can’t you feel the weight of my stare
You’re so close but still a world away
What I’m dying to say, is that

[Chorus:]

I’m crazy for you
Touch me once and you’ll know it’s true
I never wanted anyone like this
It’s all brand new, you’ll feel it in my kiss
I’m crazy for you, crazy for you

Trying hard to control my heart
I walk over to where you are
Eye to eye we need no words at all

Slowly now we begin to move
Every breath I’m deeper into you
Soon we two are standing still in time
If you read my mind, you’ll see

[chorus]
It’s all brand new, I’m crazy for you
And you know it’s true
I’m crazy, crazy for you

I am thinking of you
In my sleepless solitude tonight
If it’s wrong to love you
Then my heart just won’t let me right
Cause I’ve drowned in you
And I won’t pull through
Without you by my side
I’d give my all to have
Just one more night with you
I’d risk my life to feel
Your body next to mine
Cause I can’t go on
Living in the memory of our song
I’d give my all for your love tonight
Baby can you feel me
Imagining I’m looking in your eyes
I can see you clearly
Vividly emblazoned in my mind
And yet you’re so far
Like a distant star
I’m wishing on tonight
I’d give my all to have
Just one more night with you
I’d risk my life to feel
Your body next to mine
Cause I can’t go on
Living in the memory of our song
I’d give my all for your love tonight
I’d give my all to have
Just one more night with you
I’d risk my life to feel
Your body next to mine
Cause I can’t go on
Living in the memory of our song
I’d give my all for your love tonight
Give my all for your love
Tonight

Hay… ang hirap magkaroon ng bukol…
lalo na kung laging s’yang sumasakit…
buti sana kung ilang oras wala na…
pero ilang araw pa bago mawala…
nakakaasar talaga…
pero somehow, sana mag-care din sa’kin si joseph…
kung mag-care si quatzs, lalo lang akong maaawa sa kanya…
kaya sana manahimik nalang s’ya…
walang saysay ang post na ‘to…
i’m just typing the things that comes to my mind…
nag-babasa ng DN Angel vol.12…

dot-dot-dot…

bow.

ooh… yeah..

our litle conversation
are turning into little sweet sensation
and they’re only getting sweeter everytime

our friendly get togethers
are turning into visions of forever
if i just believe this foolish heart of mine

i can’t pretend
that i’m just a friend
’cause i’m thinking maybe we were meant to be

chorus:
i think i’m fallin’, fallin’ in love with you
and i don’t, i don’t know what to do
i’m afraid you’d turn away
but i’ll say it anyway

coda:
i think i’m fallin… for you
i’m fallin’ for you…

whenever we’re together
wishing that goodbyes would turn to never
’cause with you is where i’ll always wanna be
whenever i’m beside you
all i really wanna do is hold you
no one else but you has meant this much to me

i cant pretend
that i’m just a friend
’cause i’m thinking maybe we were meant to be

repeat chorus 2x

coda 2:
i think i’m fallin’… for you
i’m fallin’ for you
i’m fallin’, i’m fallin’ for you
i’m fallin’, i’m fallin for you
and i don’t know what to do, yeah
fallin’, i’m fallin’ for you

What’s wrong with the world mama?
People living like aint got no mamas
I think the whole worlds addicted to the drama
Only attracted to the things that bring you trauma
Overseas yeah we tryin to stop terrorism
But we still got terrorists here livin
In the USA the big CIA the Bloodz and the Crips and the KKK
But if you only have love for your own race
Then you only leave space to discriminate
And to discriminate only generates hate
And if you hatin you’re bound to get irate
Yeah madness is what you demonstrate
And that’s exactly how anger works and operates
You gotta have love just to set it straight
Take control of your mind and meditate
Let your soul gravitate to the love y’all

People killing people dying
Children hurtin you hear them crying
Can you practice what you preach
Would you turn the other cheek?
Father Father Father help us
Send some guidance from above
Cause people got me got me questioning
Where is the love?
Where is the love?
Where is the love?
Where is the love, the love the love?

It just ain’t the same all ways have changed
New days are strange is the world the insane?
If love and peace so strong
Why are there pieces of love that don’t belong
Nations dropping bombs
Chemical gases filling lungs of little ones
With ongoing suffering
As the youth die young
So ask yourself is the loving really strong?
So I can ask myself really what is going wrong
With this world that we living in
People keep on giving in
Makin wrong decisions
Only visions of them livin and
Not respecting each other
Deny thy brother
The wars’ going on but the reasons’ undercover
The truth is kept secret
Swept under the rug
If you never know truth
Then you never know love
Where’s the love y’all?(I don’t know)
Where’s the truth y’all?(I don’t know)
Where’s the love y’all?

People killing people dying
Children hurtin you hear them crying
Can practice what you preach
Would you turn the other cheek?
Father father father help us
Send some guidance from above
Cause people got me got me questioning
Where is the love?
Where is the love?
Where is the love?
Where is the love, the love, the love

I feel the weight of the world on my shoulder
As I’m getting older y’all people get colder
Most of us only care about money makin
Selfishness got us followin the wrong direction
Wrong information always shown by the media
Negative images is the main criteria
Infecting their young minds faster than bacteria
Kids wanna act like what the see in the cinema
Whatever happened to the values of humanity
Whatever happened to the fairness and equality
Instead of spreading love, we’re spreading anomosity
Lack of understanding, leading us away from unity
That’s the reason why sometimes I’m feeling under
That’s the reason why sometimes I’m feeling down
It’s no wonder why sometimes I’m feeling under
I gotta keep my faith alive, until love is found

People killing people dying
Children hurtin you hear them crying
Can you practice what you preach
Would you turn the other cheek?
Father Father Father help us
Send some guidance from above
Cause people got me got me questioning
Where is the love?

Nakakaasar! Ano ba naman ‘yan! Pahirap talaga ang mga teacher kahit kelan! Aba naman! Ang hahaba agad ng mga assignment na pinapagawa! (well… ganon talaga sa cream… walang magagawa! ang taas taas ng expectations sa’min pero di ko alam kung kaya kong at least manlang ay maka-punta sa top 10…) Eto ako, natataranta over an assignment… At habang nag-tytype, nag-iisip ng mga ilalagay sa assignment… Buti nalang, minsan, multi-purpose ang utak ko… For example, kumakanta ako habang nag-susulat pero madalas, after few minutes, mag-coconcentrate nalang ako sa pag-susulat tulad ngayon, nawala na sa isip ko ‘yung mga itytype ko sa word pero nandito parin ‘yung sa blog… Hayzzz… Wala parin akog ginagawa sa journal namin… bukas ako ng bukas pero wala namang nangyayari… nakatambak lang sa isip ko ‘yung ideas… Baka mabulok na… Ayan sparkle may mababasa ka nanaman… Salamat sa patuloy na pagbabasa ng aking napaka-walang-kwentang blog… Bow…

Well… My sister found this vid while looking for the piano solo of Caged bird from DN Angel… I really cried because of this… I felt like “maybe my cats are also like this before I took care of them”… So… watch it!

Get ready!

http://youtube.com/watch?v=Oeb43rb2e5c

oha! tignan mo kung kaya mo ‘to! 700- 149 =100! pano nga naman nangyari ‘yun no?

nagmall kami kahapon…

grabeh! kulang na kulang ang pera namin! syempre, back-to-school… madaming dapat bilhin… abonado pa ‘ko… sa totoo lang, 300 lang ang akin, 400 ang abono… pero parang ‘di naman nila ginamit yung akin e… nakakapagtaka lang, nung ginamit ko na ‘yung 300 ko, sabi ng ate kong tagahawak ng pera, “100 nalang ang pera mo sa’kin ha?!” syempre ako, takang-taka… sabi ko, “700 ang pera ko… ang ginamit ko, 149… tapos ang natira, 100… pano ‘yun?” ayun… nagkatawanan lang kami… tapos nanood na kami ng ikaw parin… tapos umuwi na… isa nanamang memorable na labas… pero wala na ‘kong pera… as in “ubos”… at matagal-tagal pa uli bago ko yun maipon uli… hay…

hay… malapit nanaman ang pasukan… maiistress nanaman ako sa pag-aaral… lagi nalang… kung kelan maraming extra curricular activities, nagkakasakit ako… pero ‘di na ngayon! promise! i will make it! pag-bubutihan ko ang pag-aaral! kaya ‘di muna ako makaka-update ng blog for a long time ha?! sorii po…